Holy crap, its been awhile since i've been on this.
Sorrrrryyy audience.
So lets see, its a Friday night, and i'm currently located in the Helen C. White Library, also known as College Library, typing out my extra credit research paper for Weather and Climate in my dareing attempts to try to get an A in that class. Which i need. a lot.
The weather here has been so phenomenal that it makes me want to pee myself everytime i go outside. Its so nice that you just don't feel modivated enough to do anything scholarly ssooo instead i go to the bary. the libary.
Its so odd to think that school is out in 3 weeks, its amazing. It feels like i just got here and that move in day was yesturday... well it wasn't. I feel as though i didn't have enough time to myself, time with friends, and time to experience life. It was mostly eather chris studying or chris drinking. I always thought of college as a time to sit in a window frame and read a novel while you have radiohead on in the background and you would have time to ponder lifes plan for yourself. guess not.
And i need to find a job for summer, this is stressing me out like no other. Target sucks and i want to get away from there, however, with the economy going in the toilet and the lack of jobs elsewhere i feel as though i'll be enjoying yet another wonderful year at Tarsah-botique. Lucky me! Its a job though and it pays the bills. Oh, and its official, i'm taking summer school at Anoka Ramsey. That way i can get rid of class that's bell curved and would rape me like no other... and since grades don't transfer when you transfer in credit, i can totally get away with getting a C in the fucker. hell yeah.
Jenny, Mike, and Katie Goodwin are coming tomorrow, i'm really excited to see them! I sometimes think though that maybe when i see them i'll just get more homesick though, it being spring and all i'm just used to being home, but hopefully they'll have a good time and we'll hang out on Sat. I just need familiar faces and laughs. it'll be good.
I went to a doctor today to try to get an answer for my "Anxiety" and he did nothing but make me feel as though i need to attend a psych. Um, i just want pills - thank you. So i called my mom and gave her the bad news that i can't get pills until i'm evaluated for a month before they can prescribe medication -even though he said that if didn't work for UHS he would have put me on paxil- and once they prescibe me the medicine i would need to continue to see him for 3-6 months. Aw... i don't have time for that, so goodbye.
alright, i should probably start this paper.... | 
